School Life: Topper, 2
Dear Diary, Why do I feel like everybody hates me? Like, literally everybody. Sure, a few people talk to me and smile, I could call them my "friends" but I doubt if they actually like me for who I am. I pretend not to care, but it bothers me, I can't help my "people-pleaser" heart. I've been told that I don't need friends...but...I kinda want some...or maybe even just one. I know I'm not the most interesting person or anything but...I think I can work on it. I don't wanna go and bother others and get hurt if they ignore me....nobody really approaches me either...so maybe they feel the same but I won't turn them down. The reason why people hate me still stumps me a bit, okay maybe not hate. ..maybe dislike would be a better word? They all look at me...weirdly. I don't think I'm rude...I'm polite atleast, do they think I'm trying to be a goodie-two-shoes or something? I guess you could say I'm "smart", some peopl
